Full of ups and downs, awesome flatmates and shit ones, the beginnings and endings of relationships and friendships, the stress and the completion of my degree, the packing up in one city to move on to the next. I’ve had a mostly awful year, but there have been some incredible things. I made some new friends who are truly lovely, and I’ve completed my degree. There’s more but too much to say. To the people who choose to stay in my life, I love you - you are incredible, amazing, kind and caring people and I am so much better for having known you. I have such wonderful friends and family and I could not be happier. To the people I leave behind I say good riddance. You treated me badly and I don’t need to keep you in my life to continue to be a burden upon my soul. I bear no ill will towards you, as you made your bed and now you must lie in it.
I made mistakes this year, as everyone does, and have had to make difficult decisions. I have hurt people and I will always be hard on myself for that as it is never something I intend to do.
The tired and lazy ramblings of a twenty-something.
One day I’ll wake up and wish my life was different. Another day I’ll wake up content and happy with my lot. Someday I’ll be old and wrinkly and grey. Hopefully I’ll have children, and grandchildren and a legacy of my own. In the future I wish things to be better. I wish the past could be easily erased. The mistakes that I’ve made and the people I’ve hurt I wish things could be fixed and repaired. One day I’ll be older. One day things will change. That day is not today, but it could be tomorrow.